Be Nice

I am nice to most of my friends see. One day i got sort of upset to the extend of being pissed off Only days later (hmmmm... yap days later) after a friend mention this into my eyes.

"I am not so comfortable of your sweetness. Dun think you can handle my darkside. You are too nice. Dun be too nice you know, like that ppl will take advantage of you (or take for granted) you know?"

At first i thought, is it something wrong being nice, and i realised he is not the first to mention things like this to me. The pondering process got my emotion stirs in fire.

hello, dun you think i am not aware ppl are taking me for granted or advantage of me? These ppl were some are my friends.. Those things they took, might be precious to them then compared to me. I can let them have it as it's not something am truly desire. Even it is of some value to me, they can HAVE it. i guess i am just brave enough to let go, brave enough to allow ppl to take it from me. i ALLOW it in the first place. in fact, i received. for when that moment take place i see some truth in that person. many times, also becos i am slow to react, but you know what.... that means it is not meant for me. :)

I am thankful to him in the end.Thank you. His words allow me to know myself better.

Then i think further, so.... do we nice ppl trigger the evil in you to take us for granted or even advantage on us? Think about it. Get hold of yourself and dun let that devil eats you up!. you are your worse enermy. i do not be nice for any returns, not to get ppl agree with me, not to impress, not trying to be. i am cos i am.

i will continue to be nice and sweet. that does not mean am giving a green light for ppl to lay evil hands on me. i BITE when the wrong button are lay on. pray that the devil in you dun eats you up. pray that i dun give a damn shit and simply ignore you. cos you are not worthy.

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